How can an imaginary geometric point resonate with my feelings and emotions? How can I assert its existence in nature?

Reframe the question.

For what purpose would I create aspects of an angel in the sky or a horror beneath the earth, other than to confound or at least challenge my flimsy intellectual understanding of gender, sexuality and heart, and yours?

What in fact does exist in nature, and by what sign does it announce itself to you? Canopus is a good example. Do you know it? If I told you the Ecliptic South Pole lies roughly halfway between Canopus and the South Celestial Pole would that help make the Ecliptic viscerally real to you as the Equator of the Solar System back over your head?

Perhaps we should exercise caution with the demand that astrology source itself in nature?